Okay. I really hate this topic but it just happened recently so please bear with me.
I find it really annoying that when you think things are going all well and good something just suddenly changes the whole set up. Take for example what happened a few days back wherein I met this really awesome girl "N". I asked her out for coffee and she said yes which made me feel really good about myself since I don't really ask girls out to often because I've just been going out on one date after another. So anyway, we got to talking about a good 2-3 hours and we were really hitting it off. It even came to the point where in she got sick so was going to her condo for 2 nights straight just to keep her company to buy her dinner (FYI: she invited me and there was no malice intended. I'm innocent and sweet that way). A little flirting was going on but nothing to serious since I knew that she wanted to take things a bit slow due to the fact that she had recently broken up with her boyfriend a few months back and she just wanted things to move at a certain pace which I of course respected. There was however one night wherein we cuddle for a bit which was strange because she said that she hated doing that but she liked it when I cuddled her. So the next weekend after all of this she started acting weird and out of no where she drops this huge bomb on me by saying that maybe were taking things to fast. I told myself how much slower would you like it to get? And now its like its all weird since we have gone through a lot of things (some I choose not to mention) and for things to move backward rather than forward out of the blue is just really strange. I really hate it but at the end of the day I just need to suck it up and just slow things down out of pure respect.
That's pretty much my rant for the day. So what did you do today?
