Intangible

In the midst of all the stress and chaos we face each day
We always seem to end up finding that one silver lining that brings us back to life
Because of that one moment
We tend to forget all our troubles and simply focus on true happiness
No doubts, nor pains, nor grief nor woe's
Only true peace and calmness which we always long to feel
All these feelings and moments may come to us in times when we least expect them
They may come in different forms, shapes and sizes
However, the most common likeness which is never to be doubted
Is that once we finally find that which we seek
We try to make it last for as long as we can
For it is within those moments and feelings that we feel so comfortable...
It is within those moments and feelings that we find true happiness

My -Untitled- Song

I swear for you I'll always be
From now until eternity
I'll wait for you under the stars
Until the sky falls down on me

[Chorus]
Forever now till then
The day i can call you mine
I'll say a simple prayer
That our paths cross..intertwine

And as i watch you walk away
I'll follow you ever so closely
I'll keep these feelings deep inside
Just so you wont be lonely

[Bridge]
But even now I'm scared
That you'll just see right through
I don't know what to do
All i know is...i just cant say...i love you

[Chorus]

So now i guess it all ends here
With nothing to do but lie
Secretly I'll keep it all
Until the day comes...for me to say...goodbye...

Morning Haze

In the morning when all seems hazy and blurred
We tend to see certain things differently
The chair looks as if it were lonely missing the company of its owner
The mirror reflecting everything in reverse
A normal morning changes a room so dramatically
As if we never lived there before
Nothing is as it was before we closed our eyes to sleep
Yet me still have the next day to look forward to

Response

-This poem was made by Patty Nuñez in response to my "Intangibles" poem- =)

closed doors and open mouths,
people file in,
stretching the hours.
First hand on Twelve,Eleven pointed by the second.
i watched myself grow impatient,
waiting for the 5-minute difference.
Red-tie and half-framed glasses;
i smiled, picturing future conversations and surprises.
'Cause in this place where possibility seems limitless,
i don't care if its temporary,
Its still happiness.

In the Presence of Paranoia

Feelings pouring out
Emotions running deep
We run and run but we can not escape it
Every corner leaves surprises which we may or may not want to see
We start doubting
Questioning everything
Assumptions make us see things in a different light
Irrationally, stupidly, and unconsciously
Can we fight it?
Yes
But like the song goes
No one ever said it was going to be easy

Chaos

There really are days that just leave you speechless. Not because of all the good things that happened..no..its usually all the negatives that just leave you standing there in the middle of the street, or in some cases, sitting on the trunk of your car thinking why all this had to happen. Is happyness (yes I intentionally misspelled "happiness") really that fickle? Does it really just sink in out of the blue one day and disappear the next? Whats funny is that you hear great things from other people and you feel good about whats going on. Everyday just seems like a different day for you to experience a different kind of happyness but then it just takes one day, one instance for it to just all come crashing down on you like an avalanche that leaves you entrapped inside your own mind. You start to wonder why. Why everything just had to change rather than you being able to live in complete and utter bliss. In a sense I guess that means that God is fair. There will always be two sides to a coin, repercussions to certain actions that you take. Call it anything you want but to me this is chaos.

Rules to Live By

Internalize
Keep it in
Show it to no one no matter what the circumstance
Do not tell a soul

You find someone who you actually like
You could never have her simply because of several complications
No matter what happens it is simply impossible
Internalize

You deal and accept
You have no one to rely on except your self
Just take it in regardless of the pain
Keep it in

You may want to express it
Everyone will see it in your eyes
You simply need to deny
Show it to no one no matter the circumstance

Experience dictates that it has never worked
People will judge
Friends and family will have thier own say
Do not tell a soul

Rules to live by once you find her
Its not worth it to deviate
We were born into a world of uncertainty
And that will forever be the case